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Wednesday, February 28, 2007
11:58 PM

I seriously got no idea why am I feeling this way
Why must it be you out of everyone?
=/
please don't let history repeat itself
i'm begging you God.

I will wait for you forever



4:29 PM

back from camp =DDDD

for the first time in my life
my bed felt so soft~
ok.maybe that was abit too exaggerated.XD

Camp was so boring without nee san to bully

First day
Bloody randy kept on talking about bleach -.-
so is stupid jackie
he and his stupid gigai =.=
oh well,had a WAY not filling lunch
the drink was sick also =.=

so much for mr chiang saying that we won't get hungry =.=
Then we went for hike...
was boring.....
until the rain came =(
so we run under the rain in the forest
and mud everywhere~
and my 100+ shoe is gone.
meh~.should have wore the other shoe

bloody toilet was super muddy
and stinky=(
and some guys bathe open space
LOL.
with their little precious exposed
oh well.
i was one of them =X

and here comes the bad part
when i was sleeping
i turn on my hp and listen to music
and sms.
and mr k had to come in at that time =(
so bye bye w850i~

Second day
Breakfast!!!
was shit =.=
then went dragon boating =D
was dam fun.
but some deadweights in our boat just refuse to row
blah.

then went for high element.
needed to wear shoes
so i wear my another pair
which is like
i havent wear for 3 years?
LOL
and its size 7
imagine a size 11 feet squeezing into a size 7 shoe
my toes were aching when i take them off lah
but better than wearing soggy shoes

then got campfire
freaking funny lah the songs
then went to sleep missing my w850i~


Third day
final day and best day=D
no morning exercise
and my team is in charge of cleaning canteen
NOT the toilet=DDDDD
but i was just splashing water around for fun.XD
slacking most of the time
then we taupok jaired =D
we kana 20 push ups
but it was worth it to see jaired `screaming for help' face=D

and the besttttttttt part
mr k return my w850i
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD


I will wait for you forever



Sunday, February 25, 2007
10:24 PM

Why did you even exist?
If you didn't exist,
My life won't be so fucked up now.
The root of all problems is YOU.

But its partially my fault too =/

I will wait for you forever



7:48 PM

blahs.these few days so
weird=/

is either i super restless
or i super high

and today i am super restless
so ya

the end.
bored~

you bring smiles to my lips but yet tears to my eyes too.

I will wait for you forever



Saturday, February 24, 2007
7:15 PM

Today went for bb....
ya ya.I know its surprising.
lol

was dam boring lah....
went to jun guang house for bbq
didnt really eat much
just keep slacking with randy.bahs
and the prawns was `bleeding'
LOL
tt means when you split the prawn
red liquid will come out.lol

and got a stupid long long slash
at my kneee
caused by thorns =.=

the worst is that it is from 9am to 5pm.grrr

2 days to sec 3 camp :D

treasuring every moment of it while it lasts...

I will wait for you forever



12:32 AM

Hairs are not meant to be plucked
and hips are not meant to be poked
=)

but cheeks are meant to be pinched

=DDDD


I will wait for you forever



Friday, February 23, 2007
2:58 PM

Today was =DDD
cuz it was FRIDAY!!
hahas.first thing in the morning.
deon hair.LOL.
so funny lah.
chem test was dam good.
i think i can get full marks lah
the test was so dam easy
plus mr bakar go around telling ppl their mistakes.LOL
wad kind of teacher is that
but oh well.its good =)

CLB was omg....
compo test
i forgot all my chinese la!!
even my primary school de
lol =/
ohwells
dragging the compo is my forte.
XD

elective history is super crazy..
i thought can sleep
but no=.=
4 stupid teachers went to the back of the class
and monitor us -.-
tan yen lin, mrs leong , and 2 other history teachers
-.-.....they abandon their class and come monitor us
nothing better to do sia

chapel was dam dumb =.=
kana stay back so long
and denise is seriously dumb.
she n jackie make a good couple
both so dumb de.lol


poor nee san keep scratching herself today =/
poor thing.but its not my fault!! =PPP
i hope so....=/

and blah blah blah was being weird and creepy today again=/
creeping me out.....

I will wait for you forever



Thursday, February 22, 2007
7:57 PM

bah.sore eyes are ruining my day
tears just keep dropping from it.

I will wait for you forever



6:34 PM

Homework and tests are driving me maddddd
ESP MATHS!!!!

I DON'T UNDERSTAND A SINGLE SHIT PHILIP LEE IS SAYING!
meh~
I read the textbook is like so easy lah
but he say until so complicated =.=

argh~
stupid maths teachers
esp onglulu~ and philiplee~
grrrr...

sec 3 camp coming....
bah.borin~

I will wait for you forever



Wednesday, February 21, 2007
9:18 PM

Ok.ponned school today
did stupid things whole day
my eyes was red whole day =.=
my sister say cuz i peep at gals bathing
-.-
and and
this cny
i grew
5KG
WTF!!
LOL!!!
WHEES.so happy.haaha

ok.end of story.....i got abit of headache...
no mood.bahz~

being so hyper these few days.0_o.

I will wait for you forever



Monday, February 19, 2007
11:27 PM

today was ROFLMAO
Went to fag hse to get angbaos!!
=DDD
I was dying there lah..
I keep turning retard and crap dam alot.
and taking the dam bolster wacking them.
LOL
and we make fun of leok min like siao.
wahahahs
i feel so evillllll~
blah.den we just crap for a few hours
fag luff until her whole face was red =.=
oh wells.

so borinnnnn
p.s to nee san
RMB MY CHOC FONDUE~
XD

I will wait for you forever



Sunday, February 18, 2007
12:34 PM

bah....so dam pissed now
just wake up
den my mother scold me
so i get dam angry and shout back vulgarities
lol.cuz my mood is the worst after i just wake up=X

oh wells.....

I will wait for you forever



Saturday, February 17, 2007
9:37 PM

Bah.Just ate finish reunion dinner
Was dam stupid
I keep fighting with my sister over food
wahahas
Ate dam alot of quail eggs
=/
I will grow real fat.=DDDD
so boringgggggggggggggggggggg














BLOODY ROUTER

I will wait for you forever



5:14 PM

I am really really pissed.....

Lemme rant about technical bullshit to vent my anger

I spent the whole dam day forwarding ports and triggering ports
but nooooooooooooooooo.....
The fucking router still disconnects whenever I use BT and there is over 200 connections
wtf?
its only 200 for the fucking love of god
fucking loser plastic chubi shit

so blah blah blah
after about 4 hours of trying
i tried installing custom firmwares
but
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
the fucking router was version 7
and had some kind lameass flash-preventive shit in it
wtf
fuck it fuck it fuck it
now i can't use BT
fuck it fuck it fuck it fuck it

ok.anger vented =DDDD

now for reunion dinner!! =DDDD

meh~ sister and mother quarreling with each other again =.=

I will wait for you forever



Friday, February 16, 2007
7:03 PM

I am so fuckiing pissed now

bloody chubies

I will wait for you forever



Thursday, February 15, 2007
7:47 PM

gimme a valid reason to stop ***ing you......


=)

i want to stop to.

I will wait for you forever



6:25 PM

I need to listen to some metal songs...
n stop listening to emo rock songs
lol....
making me so dam emo =.=

bah.
i need money~
=D
anyone can spare me some? haas

I will wait for you forever



Tuesday, February 13, 2007
11:35 AM

BORED-FIED

got fever/headache today
so nvr go sch

now rotting at home...
watching borat!!
LOL

boring~

I will wait for you forever



Monday, February 12, 2007
10:15 PM

bah.forget abt it.i shall follow my mind.

to that dumbass.
believe her all i care =)
i myself noe wad she always tell ppl stories
and change them as if she is very ke lian
n i neglect her.

i am used to it =)

wad u noe is only HER side of the story=)

I will wait for you forever



10:06 PM

today was BORING!!
i cannot stand 3 periods of physics straight wif ong hwa hiong
=/

went super spastic cuz of tt bloody physics

oh wells.today was boring...hahas

go sleep le =D

hmmm.
shud i follow my heart or mind

I will wait for you forever



Sunday, February 11, 2007
6:38 PM

today went to blah blah blah blah wif leok min n michelle.
they two bought ******!!
wth.....=/
and i just stand at there look at there choose....lol....
and we saw TWO lamborgini gallardo =D
so nice.one is a small orange one
and another a yellow de =D
so cool lah.
i swear i gonna buy one wen i grow up.

den went to far east and pei tt empress/princess shop
i n michelle just follow...lol
den i was so bored so i keep disturb michelle
i keep doing the `two letters 1 symbol'
haha!!! even though its funny sometimes i just act like its lame.XDD
den i keep saying the borat phrases!!
hahas.i irritate her like siao
`ello!! i am borat and i love sex!!!'
LOL!!!
she almost died of me disturbing her
wahahahs.
den went home
ate a total of 3 ice creams today =D

i find myself going mad...
i'm like changing to a pms/retard.lol
=/

counted all the crap i lost

5 clothes
1 long pants
1 jeans

=(

3 more days to a boring dayyyy
you brought this upon yourself.
if you weren't so sensitive
we might have been still be together

I will wait for you forever



8:30 AM

bah.lemme blog abt yesterday...

went for bb.
bloody lim yu shaun lied to me =.=
he said there was no drill but THERE WAS
bah.my leg muscle was aching since morning so i can't be bothered to do drill.

den went to cut my hair
it took 1 hour? LOL.
the person like to slowly cut lah.oh wells

den went home and watched some stupid drama wif my mum.
watched till 2am...bahzzz.stupid mother.keep on saying continue watching.
den i cleaned my computer parts after so long.
took out alllll my bloody things
graphic card,cpu,ram.
blah blah blah.
just took all of it out and clean.
the i had to use a bloody pincers to take out all the clumps of dust inside my graphic card fan.
cleaned til 3am?lol
kinda fun actually.i still remember when i built this comp myself 3 years ago.haha.
its like my baby. =D.LOL
but the bloody motherboard fried lah =.=
the usb plug inside is black colour instead of yellow -.-
oh wells....i can always use my sister laptop for usb things so nvm.hahas

bittorrent getting super slow for me nowadays....
not my bloody router fault...
alrdy forward the bloody ports
and did something abt the static ip
omg.please don't tell me my internet wire fried again....

baahhhhh...i dun wanna eat reunion dinner wif my sister....
she will fight for me over the bloody prawns again =.=

youknowthereasonyourself

I will wait for you forever



Friday, February 09, 2007
10:20 PM

bah.today was typical friday
which means slack day =)
PE den CLB den chem
how slack can tt be =D
but chem without abu bakar dam boring
i was watching videos wif my hp during the lesson
hahas!!

den later went to `do' history project
ended up slacking lah.lol

den went to meet nee san
i bought her ben&jerry and she bought me hello panda -.-
den we chat and play the swing until 9.30-.-
yes.u saw tt word.me playing the SWING.LOL

haas.den went to buy softee?
super boredd now....

I will wait for you forever



Thursday, February 08, 2007
7:38 PM

3H isn't as boring as I thought
Thought the class were full of assholes like jaired pang
haas.
but actually everyone very funny de.
today charmaine drew on mrs pang shirt!!
omg.she rocks man!!! =DDD
I hate tt bloody pang and jaired pang.


for some reason whatever i eat is kinda acidic to my mouth now =/

i **** you

I will wait for you forever



Wednesday, February 07, 2007
5:45 PM

For some reason, I was dam pissed after school.
then went to meet leok min and michelle
hahas.at least their dumbness made my mood better and made me smile.
=)
haha.they made my day...


Michelle was being super super super long winded today.
she keep talking abt the BITING BUTT THING!!!
she had said that more than 10 times le!!
leok min was being a sadist and pervert.......
But i shall be kind and not tell ppl wad she did and let ppl think she is some kind of gentle angel as ppl think=)
LOL

went home...wanted to buy softee but oh well,gotta save money =/

I will wait for you forever



Tuesday, February 06, 2007
6:42 PM

Today was boring....
cuz got 3 periods of physics T.T
anyway,today my mood is ruined....
argh!!
shall not state the reason

whees.kirby said my hair was super red under the sun
this means the bloody 2 bottles of black dye is wearing off =)
forgot shaved my beard for 3 days.
omg.its so long today.lol.
i keep touching it and got the dam urge to use a scissors to cut all of it off

just shaved everything off~
love the feeling of having no hair on my face =)

and
GET WELL FAG =)

I will wait for you forever



Monday, February 05, 2007
7:33 PM

sleeep~ <33

no mood to go out.onli got mood to eat and sleep.
i'm gonna go fat someday =)

I will wait for you forever



Sunday, February 04, 2007
11:42 PM

to grace and all the faggots tt read her blog

lemme get this straight
I AM TALKING ABOUT INNER BEAUTY!!!
everyone has them.......
wahahahas.so ya =)

and the producer won't reduce de lor!!
wahahas.the height limit will always be 165 and you will never reach it.

so gimme 100 years worth of sweets first bah =D

I will wait for you forever



2:11 PM

WHY ARE ALL FEMALES REGARDLESS OF AGE TT DUMB?

Ate lunch with my mother
she told me about her love life
Guy A loves her alot and is willing to do anything for her.
But she doesn't like the guy and wants him to give up by ignoring and avoiding him even though she tried it in the past but it didn't work =.=

Guy B likes her and she like him
but tt SOB is a fucking stingy and selfish asshole
Not to mention Guy A is better than Guy B in every aspect.
My sister and I were like wtf-ing when we heard about it.
But a similar story happened to my sister also =.=
females.......=.=......dumb ppl

dunno why they wan the guy give up so badly.lol

I will wait for you forever



1:29 AM

its totally ridiculous. wad a dumb idea

I will wait for you forever



Saturday, February 03, 2007
9:30 PM

I AM BORED BORED BORED =(


i desperately need something to do.

Omg i can't believed i actually played gunz out of boredom today


BORIN.


and i saw onglulu at the supermarket wif her sister?
wth.her sister looks so NORMAL unlike her lah


didn't eat softee today =/

nee san owns me a choc fondue.=)

I will wait for you forever



Friday, February 02, 2007
11:29 PM

Gracew shulin thinks that she is more mature than me in everyway ( including body.0_o)

will all the ppl tt agree tell me tt u agree or disagree.LOL

I will wait for you forever



5:52 PM

I love love love love love bullying nee san!!!
=DDD.so cute lah she.haas.

pon-ed bb today.
omg.karthikasan s/o chandra boss actually called me.
I am so dead cuz i nvr pick up his phone n nvr go parade =/

fallout boy new album is stupidddd~
=/ thot it willl be nice -.-

wad the hell is happening to my body....
feeling cold forever...=/


please....=/

I will wait for you forever



Thursday, February 01, 2007
10:09 PM

To mango: a phrase tt i just learned dedicated to you

TETE LEPE!!!!!!!!!!!

WAHAHAHS.jkjk

hope you will have tete besar soon eh?hees

anyway, have fever.i forever feeling cold these days.....becuz of it.haas

a million sorries.i am just too concerned

I will wait for you forever