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Monday, March 26, 2007
12:48 AM

Sick of reading my posts saying how bad mood I am in?
Sick of reading those emo messages?
Well
So am I =)
So I'm not gonna blog from this day onwards until I am in a good mood.
bye byeeeeee

I will wait for you forever



Sunday, March 25, 2007
8:44 PM

I noticed something
My dreams always come true.
and I mean those super realistic feeling dreams.
hmmmm..
maybe I should become a `sleeping' fortune teller next time
=DDDD

tralalalala
DJ MAX~=DDDDD

I will wait for you forever



6:31 PM

The scary thing called karma.
this world of deceit and hypocrisy
dreamland is the best.

I will wait for you forever



Saturday, March 24, 2007
11:15 PM

Hmmm..
today.....
was in a bad mood
so vent my sadism on the buttons of the psp =D
playing dj max whole day is so dam no life =.=
anyway,
in a good mood now i guess?
thanks to nee san.
never fails to cheer me up wif her retarded cute self
haha.
arent you honored deanna?LOL
i go play dj max again le.
trakakakakakkaka~

how ironic
what i don't desire just keeps coming to me.
what i truly desire,
is only drifting further and further away from me.

I will wait for you forever



Friday, March 23, 2007
10:18 PM

hmmm.
shall blog abt ytd first
i totally detest ytd please.
so blame me if u see any vulgarities popping up when i type
forgot the details abt ytd but oh well
had maths class test
seriously
i swear i fucking forget those bloody class tests always
why the fuck can't make them just one fucking test
fuck class tests
bah.still got alot of things.
but i forget le
bahz.
den went to buy shaun's psp with him.
that asshole took my 2gb mem card =.=
nvm.i will get it back at monday =D
then went for synergy night
was quite boring
somebody wear tube 0_o
so dam cute lah.XDDDD
shan't say why.
hehe.
anyway.took some really funny pics.XDDD
the choir led by mr sharil was
WOOTS~
the indian guy expression was
omfggggg
it made me into a vibrator lah
mich and leok min will noe wad i mean.
then went home with the guys.......
was dam moody......
sad?hmm
lol
anyway
went home
saw my mum drinking beer
so i go drink also.
dunno how much i drank.
all i noe is tt i got drunk for the first time
and i remember the first 2 cans i drank
i drank it like water.lol.
my mother said i went mad after i got drunk
i was scolding vulgarities abt someone
LOL.
den she had to carry back to my bed.
weird tt she got the strength.

anyway.
was late today cuz
this morning wake up
headache
sat at the bed for 30 min thinking abt some stuff
was still super moody
so moody until
i broke my toilet flush unintentionally.
lol.
anyway.school today was meh
jaired pang had to come back -.-
made my day worst.
went to the shop with shaun again to clean my psp internal screen.
johan went my hse to watch anime and play COD after tt
both of us are mad over WWII games lah.lol
i went to sleep while he played.
and he woke me up when i was in a deep slumber lah.
make me got headache sia.lol
den went to his grandma hse
my fav place =D
the food there is woots~
the cousins there are cute~
then his uncle fetch us back.
he dam funny lah.haha
we sat at the back of the truck
dam windy =)
so ya.
just reached home =)

perharps some memories are better left.....
forgotten

I will wait for you forever



Wednesday, March 21, 2007
10:46 PM

I GOT MY 4GB MEM CARD

=DDDDD


haha.
thanks fahmi =D
he must be an angel sent from heaven
XDDD
joking.haha

bah.boring~

I will wait for you forever



Tuesday, March 20, 2007
7:37 PM

Jaired Pang hasn't came to school for two days now!!
=DDDD
no wonder I am so hyper these 2 days =DDD

anyway,
stupid sis's childish side came out today again
-.-
when i was sleeping
she took my wax and hair spray
and style my dam hair.
wax+hair spray = VERY hard FYI.
and my hair was like DAM retard can =.=
tried to make it normal but oh wells.
its dam hard
she sprayed so much =.=
lazy bathe again so ya.
nvm
i will get my revenge tonight=DDD

anyway.school today was meh~
boring shit.
maths just spoils my day lah
i can't even be bothered to try the questions.
i just sleeppppppp

blahs blahs blahs
tralalalas
paiseh
too high today le.
haha

I will wait for you forever



Monday, March 19, 2007
11:31 PM

OH OH!!!
I haven't say something SUPER important
THE NEW GUY IS FAIRER THAN ME!!!

its POSSIBLE ok!!
=.=

I will wait for you forever



8:18 PM

Woots.
Just wake up =D

Today was a super funny day.
Mainly cuz of the new china guy in our class
His name is Tao Hang
wait.
is it Tao Hong?
Oh well.
I can seem to rmb his name
He sits behind me.
And all his subjects are the SAME as me
which means
he asks me everything
worst of all
IN CHINESE!!!
his chinese is higher chinese standard
while mine is
erm....
basic
blahs.

and
ALL THE TEACHERS ASK ME TRANSLATE WHAT THEY SAY TO HIM
WTH!!!
I can't even get my own chinese write
don't say translate =.=
so oh well
I was just saying random chinese to him.

got one time during physics class
the teacher was teaching evaporation
then he ask me
evaporation shi bu shi sui fan?
i was like ?????????
sui fan?
all i know is
sui = water
fan = turn ( not rice.is different sound )

then during pure geog
was dam funny
mrs jessie leong was our teacher
then when she talk to him
her head is like
tilted SEVERELY upwards
the scene is dam funny lah
he's abt half head taller than me fyi.

then after school.
he talked to me in chinese again!!!
i only understand abit lah
his chinese is like
wow.
some kind of foreign language to me.

anyway.
went to kfc
and laughed super alot there.
until i almost vomit what i ate
content too explicit to be said.
=)

that's all.byeee~
MY 4GB MEM CARD!!!

I will wait for you forever



Friday, March 16, 2007
10:14 PM

Before I blog about today
I got something very important to annouce.
Its important than aliens invading Earth
*clears throat*
Ahem~






I NEED A

4GB MEMORY CARD

FOR MY PSP

DESPERATELY!!!!




hehehehehehe
Anyway
Went to bugis with johan today again
Cuz he wanna buy a bag
Then we walk around as usual
Looking at weird girls
Girls that are fat and ugly trying to act jap
And
Gothic girls 0_o

The gothic girl actually kinda cute lah
Just only abit
no wait
VERY
creepy.

Then went to play arcade.
We got owned by the arcade machine
Oh well.LOL

Then his mother came.
Went to sim lim because his mother wanna buy something
So I just tag along and keep playing my psp.
and i made a discovery

johan can't
-Read game compasses
-Aim
-Drive.
-Play arcade games.

wahahaha.
He play MOH and COD like......
He's in a maze -.-

He play burnout like....
He's trying to get the highest amount of crashes -.-

He play tekken like...
wow.anyhow press de.LOL

yadah yadah
end of today post
oh yah
a gentle reminder
I need a 4gb mem card =))))

I will wait for you forever



Thursday, March 15, 2007
4:39 PM

Slept for super long today=D
I slept at 11pm ytd
and woke up at 3am today =D
i'm really turning into a pig who eat and sleeps =.=


Sleep is my life
Sleep is my wife
Without sleep,
I will die.
I love sleep
Sleep love me
=DDDD

so lame =.=

I will wait for you forever



Wednesday, March 14, 2007
7:55 PM

Went back to my old workplace today
To return my pass
Actually wanted to work at there at sundays
To earn some money
but
The job is no more =(

I need money
100 bucks to be exact
can some kind soul gimme? =)

I WANT

MONEY!


MONEY!


MONEY!


MONEY!

and i want you more than anything else

I will wait for you forever



12:30 AM

feeling dam stressed nowadays
so i moodswing alot =/

I will wait for you forever



Tuesday, March 13, 2007
8:12 PM

Went out with johan today.
i seriously can't take it anymore.
That asshole was late and overslept
We went school at 12pm to collect result slip
But Ng Pei Chun wasn't there.
even i have my limits.

Then we went bugis
Walked around for dam long
But cannot find any nice shirts to buy =/
I ended up buying only 1 shirt
He bought his friend something and
He got not enough money
And being the kind soul I am
I treat him dinner =)i
i really wanna stop suffering.

Then went to meet his friend at tanah merah mrt
kinda chio but eyes small small de.
haha.Then went to tm to eat
at yoshinoya
saw a girl from our sch working there
she so weird
when a guy cleaning up our bowls
she suddenly come and ask the guy to move away
and took the bowls herself
and for some reason
johan and me just burst out in laughter.
LOL
but my heart tells me to cont on =(
Later gonna `escort' nee san home.
LOL.
she is so gonna be thankful to me for that.=)

I will wait for you forever



Monday, March 12, 2007
8:40 PM

just came back from camp
totally flat.

I finally no need to
- Run up 4 stories every 1 hour
- Do push ups every 1 hour
- Do dumb dumb drill
- Shout like some kind of retard out of no where
- Wake up at 5am to jog to pasir ris park which is 6.5km
- Sleep 2 hours everyday
- Sleep on wet and small gay tents
- See my gay juniors esp the 2 indian gay pussies and Lai Jin that second gordon
- Sleep with marcus with that gay asshole who keep hugging me
- Eat veggie-filled food for meals
i'm falling apart...
every sec without u is torture

Ok done.=)
Ice cream here i come~

I will wait for you forever



Saturday, March 10, 2007
7:40 PM

:D I shall be nice and help you post. 60th post! Only about 40 more to go. Heh.

You must be having fun at camp with the 30km walk, and gays in your group huh?


DONT MISS ME TOO MUCH.

> Your Awesomest Kindest Bestest Nee San :D

I will wait for you forever



Friday, March 09, 2007
12:01 PM

Bah.Just came back
I got 4 F9s.
LOL.
Oh well.
I should have only gotten 2.
The other 2 is cuz I never sit for the common test.
Brought back all my books=/
Passed nee san some.
WAHAHAH.XD
thanks =)
Went to cut my hair because of the dam camp.
which is later =/
I'm gonna go sleep now.
So I later got energy walk whole night until next morning T_T

don't miss me eh ppl?
LOL.byeee~

4 days of no life and torture is gonna start in 6 hours.

I will wait for you forever



Thursday, March 08, 2007
8:25 PM

yaya.Its ONLY 43 more posts to catch up to you mei =)

With this.It is 42.
hehehe

I will wait for you forever



1:45 PM

Blahs.
Learning journey today
seriously
Is damn boring lah.
going to NKF is bullshit.
The talk was super boring.
Ng Pei Chin called me Ms Soh=.=
So I made a gay voice and hand action.XD
And jessica keep making me make the gay voice =.=

BB camp tomorrow.
Shit lah.
My belt buckle break and I still havent find a replacement
If I never find by tomorrow,
I am so dead.:(
i dunno why i hate you so much =/

I will wait for you forever



12:18 AM

Changed my blogskin finally =)
I was getting pissed off with my old one which can't work with Firefox.
haha=D
Rayman Kart is so addictive =X
I just can't stop playing it on my phone.
XD

Je devine qu'attendant est meilleure que ma rupture de coeur

I will wait for you forever



Wednesday, March 07, 2007
6:32 PM

Today was dam boring lah.
School was as !@#$%& as always
Had a new english teacher that will be teaching my class for 8 weeks
Guess Mrs Pang got tortured enough by our class eh?
hehe.
His name is Mr Zuhari
Anyway. He is good/strict?
He let us sit anywhere we want.
But always punish people lah.
Then he gave us a worksheet to fill about ourselves.
LOL
I fill in all crap lah.
like my name is Azamat Bakatof
and three words to describe myself is
horny horny horny
haha.ya ya.i know lame.
I'm just bored that time.
Then deanna took my paper and put her name at all the things like
Who is your best friend
Who do you respect
and etc
and I help her fill hers with my name also.
HAHA.
and for the hearthrob part
I put for her some idiot name
which she got so irritated with.
hehe

argh~
bb camp on friday :(
I'm so gonna dieeeee.:(
lucky vikesh and richard is my trainer.
wahahahass
UNLIKE the sec 3s who kana
the

big


black


shadow


warrior


KARTHIKASAN S/O CHANDRA BOSS!!

aka Lumpy~
(The sadist reindeer from Happy Tree Friends FYI.)

wahahaha.
all the sec 3s are gonna die =D
with the exception of me!!!
I hope :(




I will wait for you forever



Tuesday, March 06, 2007
5:19 PM

Today x country
Road marshall wasn't as slack as I thought
Needed to pick up litter after the thing.bahz
Alot of people say my lips very red today.
:(

and the reason is not cause I'm fair so there's contrast!!
It just....
my lips tend to turn red sometimes.XD

Then went home to change and bathe before going to safra with
kannapan,mark,shaun,jackie,jason and deon
johan pangseh us at the end.bahs

Then went to mark house
kinda boring
cuz they were watch some stupid video on youtube
and laughing their asses off
which I didn't find it funny at all -.-
I ended up dozing off.lol
And jason is being so gay today 0_o.

Just went home
crap.need save money again :(
spent too much.blahs

I don't know :(

I will wait for you forever



Monday, March 05, 2007
10:20 PM

CAN SOMEONE GIMME ENOUGH MOTIVATION TO TALK AND BE HYPER!?!?!?

i am dying severely of lack of energy and restlessness.=/

I will wait for you forever



4:59 PM

What a stupid day.
Sch was stupid.
After sch got SPA briefing =.=
make me happy for nothing.

Cuz there write that those with vision impaired problems exempted
I so happy lah
Then the next thing they show is
`Colour Blindness is not included and will not be exempted'
=.=
blahs.

gonna be road marshall tmr
WAHAHAH
while all u ppl run
I will be at the bench shaking leg
hehe

I will wait for you forever



Sunday, March 04, 2007
7:31 PM

I have a craving for fish and chicken nuggets now.

blahs.i know its so random =X

I will wait for you forever



2:23 PM

Bah
I am too restless to go out.
So I am gonna sleep whole day =)

534 more days =))))

I will wait for you forever



Saturday, March 03, 2007
9:36 PM

I have officially
NO LIFE
.


I spent the whole day sleeping.
how no life can that be?

This is my lifestyle
I wake up 8am in the morning
ate ice cream.
yes.
ICE CREAM EARLY IN THE MORNING.XDDDD
then i go sleep
until lunch
then i go sleep again
until dinner.
woots.

anyway.got migraine
bahs.so dam pain

get well soon fag =D
she so poor thing
she got sore throat, flu, fever and headache
and her fever is 42 degrees.0_o

nee chan also get well soon k?
so poor thing.
got sore throat, fever and flu
faster get well then we go eat ice cream together again =D

I will wait for you forever



Friday, March 02, 2007
5:51 PM

Blahs.
mrs caile don't lemme retake my eng common test cuz i was absent tt day without mc

there goes 40 percent of my eng =/
maths and amaths both sure f9 also
lol
=/
but
at least i got 86 overall for pure chem =DDD

meh~
feeling so sad nw
i dun wanna retainnnnnnnnn

I will wait for you forever



Thursday, March 01, 2007
9:16 PM

Hmmm.shoes not yet dry.
How am I gonna go to school tmr? =/

I will wait for you forever



7:12 PM

Feeling dam meh-ish now

Finally I got my ice cream bday present
which was delayed for 5 months.
LOL
oh well.at least I got it.
Haagen daz is nice =DD
thanks nee san and baby=)

Got bitten by some retarded baby
here's a picture

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Anyway
I love fag =DDD
as a friend.
she never fails to make me SUPER high.
LOL.
and i bit her =D

don't let jealously get the better of you nic.

I will wait for you forever